Monday, March 12, 2012

Uninspired

My friends I have to be honest.

Lately I have been uninspired. I have hit a creativity road block. I have been stunted.

I can't explain why. I have my thoughts, but who knows if they are really true. I'm not bored, I'm just not inspired.

That's why there haven't been many posts lately.

I don't want to make up excuses. I could say that I have been working 6 day work weeks, trying to make enough money for the bills and enough money to save for the wedding. I've been trying to find a comfortable work/life balance.

Dave works mornings. When I say mornings I mean 5 am-1:30 in the afternoon. I work evenings 11-7:30 or later. We NEVER see each other. Quite frankly this makes me miserable. I want to have time to spend with my love. He is the person who inspires me and encourages me to pursue the things I love.

So I don't want to write a bad post because I need to write a post. I'd rather post once a month if it means I give you a true, honest, invested post. I want to do my research and give you something that makes you think and catches your attention. I want you to enjoy what you read.

So that's where I am. This week may prove to recoup me. I only have 40 hours. Dave and I have two whole days off together. I have a career meeting. I feel better than I have in weeks. So look out for a rock star post in the future.